i either completely smother my significant other or i’m totally distant, there’s no in between for me.
i think my problem with relationships is that i always demand so much from someone. like if i’m wiling to give everything, then the other person has to be willing to give me the exact same back. and if they don’t give as much as me, then i turn into a whiny, needy little baby who feels unimportant and unwanted.
but then at the same time, if the person is willing to give me more than i’m willing to give them, i push them away because it makes me feel bad? idk i’m so fucked when it comes to boys lol
when it finally gets cold out again, i’m gonna be one of those kids that’s always sitting outside doing homework and reading cause my school’s campus is so pretty